Screw you .

You've changed so fast. I thought you would really treat xin very well.
But no, I see your true colours.
Wtf ? -.- I realised that you've totally change.
You lie,
You dont keep your promises .
I know i got no rights to say all these.
But as a friend, i see her suffer likethat i also bgy. -.-
So we end up crying together ..
She did so much changes for you, but end up getting what in return ?
Piece of shyt ?
I'm tired of seeing her suffer this few days. Its enough k.

Not really in a mood already, dad still come pissed me off.
So i just shouted at him and we quarrel again.
At first i really did control try not to shout k.
But he's like using a needle keep poking me, wanting me to shout.
Obviously he's trying to pick a fight with me right.

Alright, working @ 11am. Text til i fall asleep then. :)
Goodnight to all people in the whole world.

Loving you, always. ♥

Hi people, 1week never blog already. ;x

Its already 1.42am now. Limbu still cant sleeep. ):
Tomorrow morning shift eh ! Siao liao. -.-
Gera is working tomorrow also, woohoo ! Wont be as bored like today. :D
Was working continously, very tired one okay. ;x
Okay, better go force myself to sleep now. Goodnight loves ! ♥


Lastly,
All the best to Xin & Gw on Wednesday ! Lol. Hope everything goes well. (:
Thursday meeting my Feixin already ! Like very long never meet her liao. Heh ! <3

Strong Jealousy.

Alright, its 2.12am now. And i've to wake up @ 9plus later. ;x
Will be starting work @ 11am. Ohmy.. Hope i won't be late. >.<
Catch the Merantau Warrior @ Vivo with Feixin and co. :D
Kinda nice, but very bloody ah. ;x
Going Vietnam on December ... Mummy is going with me too, :)
By then, will be missing someone alot. D;

Okay, stop here. Will be updating when i'm free again. (:
Gooodnight ! ♥

Miss Ahbi. (:

Zhao's birthday celebrations. XD

Lazy elaborate ah. Had fun with them, love ! ♥

Will be starting to work next week already.

Think no time blog ah. ;x Cause everyday also have to work.

10hours ._.

Alrights, off to sleep now, i guess. Bye, misses !

I need a hug from you badly.

I want let you go, not because i don't love you anymore.
Is because I love you too much already.
Missing you fucking lots. :(

I really don't know what to think about you.

And now, i'm like .. going CRAZY sooon. I swear.
Its like no freedom anymore. Why .. -.-
Dad just shouted at me. This time is like not caring anymore.
Idk what's wrong with him. I just hope that he'll give me a one tight slap.
And then thats it .. *Poof !* ! I went mia. I like to play mia you know, daddy ?

I just hope that i'll get that job in gwc. -Prays-

Happy birthday, Zhao ! ♥

Flooded with tears.

For the past 3weeks, alot of things had happened.
Cry, laughter, cry, laughter.
Its really stress when the problem came across again.
Again and again. -.-
I treasure everyone alot. Why do i have to choose.
If i had given a choice, i really dont wish to choose.
16years of sistership. Yes, its 16 fucking years.
I'll always do what you say, cause you're my beloved sister.
But this time, i really dont know what to do.
If you were me, i guess you also dont know what to do.
I know, i know. Family is the most important in our life.
But i need my friends too.
I'm like retarded now, crying and typing at the same time. -.-
I'll go home earlier and try not to go out everyday, okay ?
Okay, i saw your blog with all our pictures. the moment i saw it, I cry out.
I really miss you too. But .. I really can't choose between both of you.
Its reallyreally hard for me. I wanna cry it hard out.
But i still try to tolerate no matter what. I dont wanna show you my weak side.
ILY, with my tears falling too.

And daddy, i know you care for me alot.
I know you'll always support me when i've problems.
But if you know what happen, i guess you wont wanna support me anymore.
I might be a useless daughter. Whatever you called.
Now i realise, everytime you called you nag and nag and nag.
Is because you really care for me and love me alot.
But to me in the past, the more you nag the more i dont feel like talking to you.
And even worst, dont feel like going home.
Sister say, home is just like my hotel.
Reached home late, bathed and then sleep.
Next morning, bathed then went out again.
I know nowadays we all dont talk often anymore.
Doesn't mean i've forgotten about this family okay.

Mummy, i really miss you alot too. Dont stress about me anymore.
And Cy, i hope you'll be more mature abit.
Dont everytime make/find trouble please.
What if i wont be there to help you anymore ?

I'm sorry to all, I'm not worth your tears.